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(Thursday, May 8, 2008-)
+11:23 PM]*
# Apologize-
Forgive me for saying the wrong things.
I know using tired as an excuses is being irresponsible.
I am really tired.
Mentally tired.
My bike.
My job.
People around me.
Makes me sick and tired.
My bike is sick like a old lady when she is only less than 2yrs old.
Took leaves to fix it but still didnt managed to fix it.
I don't whats wrong.
I don't want us to take bus.
Yet I don't want my bike to fall sick that often.
Maybe I am stress over the money issue.
I am slowly getting poorer.
Things isnt going well for me.
My time is up soon.
When you told me about your future.
I am worried.
I have none.
Thats why.
I know you have assured me that it won't affect us.
But still.
I am affected.
I am feeling inferior.
I feel that I am not worth being with you.
I am just.
Paranoid.
the story ends like this;
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(Wednesday, March 19, 2008-)
+11:33 PM]*
# Talking too much..-
Communication is important in a relationship.
Too much of it can cause an unwanted moment.
Guess it's the way I talk.
It was just as usual a normal stupid joke.
Turns out it does have some effects on you.
It makes me wonder if we can last.
You claim that I shouldnt brood over it as your mood changes easily.
What about my.
My don't.
I get affected easily too.
Oh well.
I started it.
I shall suffer the consequences.
I guess the thing that really affect me is something else.
the story ends like this;
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(Monday, March 17, 2008-)
+10:58 PM]*
# Accidentally..-
Unintentionally.
I told you my situation,
You say it was alright.
You don't mind.
I don't know if you really mean it.
Part of me wishes that what you said was what you really meant.
The other part of me tells me that you do mind what is going.
If you need to leave.
Tell me.
I'll understand.
Just don't lie to me.
It hurts.
the story ends like this;
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+9:50 PM]*
# Weird thoughts..-
Sorry for being too paranoid.
Not trying to invade your personal space but I feel that I need to be frank about how I feel in order for our relationship to work.
Anyway.
Now I feel much more better after knowing what was really going on.
I am always here if you wanna talk.
I am still waiting for the right time to tell you my situation.
Hope things will stay the same after I tell you.
No words can describe how much I miss you.
No words can describe how much I need you.
:)
the story ends like this;
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